Jason had the grand idea last night that if we’re going to have to be induced anyway, which is what it looks like, that we should try to see if we can it this week. That way, neither of us is worrying if the baby hasn’t moved for a few hours and we aren’t stressing out and I’m not in pain just waiting.
So, called the doctor this morning and she wants to wait until our appointment Thursday to see how things are “progressing”, and then if nothing has happened, we’re already scheduled for Monday anyway.
But now I’m frustrated. I just want it done. It hurts to walk, it hurts to move, the baby is just rubbing against my pelvic bones. But I want to walk so that maybe this will be done earlier. Or try anything and nothing is working.
So, I’m left with what can I do around the apartment? It’s pretty clean right now. Cleaner than it’s been in a long time. So, I’m left with cleaning the office and to really do that I need a new shelving system for my scrapbook/craft stuff. I told Jason I was going to IKEA today to find something and he got mad, b/c that would mean I would be trying to lift stuff, which he still doens’t want me to do. I’m just frustrated. I feel like I should’ve stayed at work. I’m useless at home.
